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Wednesday, September 26, 2012

ghost story 1-- at ward D2



before i start,
i wanna ask..
do u believe in ghost?
these story are hear from,
not experience by myself..
ok?
lets begin..
XD




well..
this is the story that i hear from the staff nurses at D2..

it was Sunday that evening,
me, the staff nurses and the helper ( nurses helper ) gather at the staff lounge..
because it was Sunday,
the ward wasn't that busy as usual..
so THEY just rest out for a while..
( note: cause i'm the only student nurse, actually we are not allow to do so.. )
we was eating and chatting,
i forgot who started the story about it..
but i'm sure is a staff nurse..

( Staff nurse=SN, Helper=HA )
SN A: " hey, didn't u guys remember the uncle at bed D232? "
( note: it was a four bedded room )
SN B: " ya, that uncle X right.. i remember him, 
he was the uncle who always on stress..
he pass away few months ago right? "
HA: " yes yes, he was the one sleeping like a baby always.. 
i quite pity him, he seems like he always in pain.. "
SN A: " well, i wanna say is.. after he pass away.. 
there was an incident happen while i was night duty.. "

Everyone of us was staring at her,
i was quite afraid..
since i'm the junior and the only student nurse..
but i pretend brave..
XD

SN A: " well, it's happens when i was night duty after a week he pass away..
i was doing my rounds on around 3am,
the four bedded that he usually at was empty..
no patient or people was in it..
so,
we decided just off the lights..
it was dark,
but i can see clearly that uncle X was sleeping on his bed..
i dono why,
i feel that he was glowing..
he was just sleeping there..
i thought i was too tired,
so i pull the other staff..
you know,
the staff nurse Z.. 
( note: nurse counter was near to that room.. )
she didnt believe me at first,
but when she peek through the door window..
she scream and ran back to the nurse counter..
i follow her run..
both of us was too scare to get near there,
then the helper came and ask why SN Z was screaming about..
we told her that uncle X was " BACK ",
she call the security guard to come..
after the security arrived,
me ( SN A), SN Z, SN F ( another night duty nurse ), helper and the security peek through the door window,
all of us saw " HIM "!!
everyone was terrified~
i forgotten who was the one so brave enough and walk in..
he/she on the lights,
then " HE " disappear!!
we was a bit relief,
we left the lights on the whole night,
and keep avoiding to pass through there..
i was insomnia that day..
the incident didnt stop just that,
every patient who admin that room was requesting to discharge or change room..
as you guys know,
our ward usually are old folks..
and old folks doctor are usually Dr.R's patient..
at first,
Dr.R didnt notice his patient requesting for changing of room or discharge early..
but the request keep increasing,
so he feel weird..
one day,
one of the patient told him that room was weird..
she didnt like it,
it feel someone was there..
just staring at her..
Dr.R hear the story and ask us,
we didnt want to tell him..
cause we scare we get scold by him,
since we are nurses..
we should be " professional "..
but,
we was shock after we hear him suggest that we should hire a person to perform "Exorcist"..
and he really did!
after the exorcist,
nothing happen and everything was back in order..
no one complaint and requested out the room.. "

HA: " oh ya, i remember that..
the management wasn't quite happy about it.. "

SN B: " oh,that's why Dr.R did that.. 
i wasn't in this ward that year.. "

that day,
i refuse to go in that room..
><"
i was so scare..





so that was the story,
it maybe not interesting..
( i'm not the author or a good writer )
it maybe fake..
but,
who knows..
hospital are a place people usually pass away..
hiak hiak~~







*end*

Monday, July 30, 2012

終于1年了 ♥ (護士日記)






大家好,
我過得還不錯…
開始習慣這裡的生活了!
>_____<
唯一還是讓我受不了是我college超級變態的management
每天都開10度的冷氣~
而且喜歡喜歡就把學生逼留班到6點
tutor自己本身4點多跑人
什麽交待都沒有,
氣死人!


但是,
除了那些以外…
我在這裡都好好噢~
^_______^
成績開始有點點進步,
我得好好加油…
不能輸給其他人


最近,
很火氣…
可能天氣實在太太太熱了
真的讓人受不了~
**
護士姐姐的小小勸告:
記得喝多多水,不要吃太多外面的食物(外面食物是75%爲什麽我們生病)…記得告訴爸爸媽媽經常做body check up,因爲early detection saves lifes…


我最近開始學打針
我的男人肯定跑不了!
哈哈哈,
他很害怕我把他的手弄殘了…
改次我才把video上傳哦~
大家就期待期待吧!
^_______^


我和我男人算是幸福的一對吧,
我脾氣比較臭,
可是你們也難怪我哦…
他重友輕色
身為女友的一定吃醋+生氣的吧?


其實,
我們有我們自己的相處方式…
最重要我們開心就好~


我看我寫到這裡就好,
好困哦!
大家晚安哦,
記得早睡~




**其實,我華語超級不好!我大概用了45分鐘來寫這篇blog~ 我用的都是簡單的字,請不要見怪!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

fall in love with VINTAGE LOOKS ♥





 ♥
 ♥

1st, i wanna show u a few beautiful looks!!


 
 
 
 
 
 


 ♥
 ♥


although some of it have some changes,
but don't u think is so great that we are born in this era where things are change to suit more?
things like technology, and cloths..
modern with old!
i'm so glad,
i can shop all the beautiful cloth are available now days..
lets see some mix and match i found at the web..
:)

 ♥
 ♥


 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 ♥
 ♥


it is wonderful?
all the item u can find it everywhere..
even in Malacca,
all u need is $$..
:'( 
which is me don have much..
but,
it's okay..
life's goes on no matter if u are rich or poor..
more important is u r healthy..
:)


 ♥
 ♥




me having health problems lately..
wish me good luck recovering..
^_^


*end*

Sunday, July 8, 2012

快樂半年 ♥ 謝謝你陪著我!





半年多了,
謝謝你一直在我身邊!
我愛你,







嘻嘻,
平時欺負你作弄你..
對不起啊,
有時太過分了..
希望你不要生氣哦~

我愛你,
麽…
你是我的ultraman


我又要上kl了,
照顧自己了哦~

Thursday, April 26, 2012

what i'm listening now ♥




SNSD-Mistake 

Lyrics | SNSD lyrics - Mistake lyrics

[Jessica] nan ajig jejarijyo 
Yeojeonhi geudae gyeoteseo 
Hemaeida jichyeoseo 
[Seohyun] oneuldo geudaer maemdolda 
Haru tto haru heulleo heulleoseo 
Yeogikkaji ongeojyo 

[Sooyoung] almyeonse apeun nae mam almyeonseodo 
[Yoona] utneun geudaega nar deo apeuge hajyo 

[All] 
Nareur deo saranghage mandeulji mothan 
Nae jalmosijyo 
Naega deo saranghaeseo mandeureobeorin 
Nae jalmosijyo 
[Yuri] Nae maeummankeum narreur deo 
Saranghage haji mot haesseotdeon geoyeotjyo 
Nae jalmosijyo 

[Taeyeon]eolmana deo manheun siganeul 
Nunmureur heullyeo yahanayo 
Geu yaksokmaneur mideumyeo 
[Sunny] gidaryeo dalladeon geojitmal 
Ije sogatdeon nae yoksimdo 
Jichyeo beorigo mangeojyo 

[Hyoyeon]almyeonseo apeun naemamda almyeonseo 
[Tiffany]geureohge moreun cheog useur sun eoptjanhayo 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/snsd/mistake_20892860.html ] 
[All] 
Nareur deo saranghage mandeulji mothan 
Nae jalmosijyo ([Jessica] Nae jalmosijyo) 
Naega deo saranghaeseo mandeureobeorin 
Nae jalmosijyo ([Jessica]mandeureobeorin Nae jalmosijyo) 
[Tiffany] Nae maeummankeum narreur deo 
Saranghage haji mot haesseotdeon geoyeotjyo 
Nae jalmosijyo 

[Yuri] gajir su eoptneungeor almyeonseo 
[Jessica] meotdaero keojin nae maeumi 
[Taeyeon] honjaseo gidaridaga 
Honjaseo huhoehadaga 
Saranghan geotdo jalmosineyo 

[All]apeun jur almyeonseodo itjireur mothan 
Nae jalmosijyo ([Taeyeon] naega cham babo gatjyo) 
Dachir kkeor almyeonseodo biuji mothan 
Nae jalmosijyo ([Taeyeon] nae jalmosijyo) 
Modeun ge nae tasiradeo([Sunny] modeun ge nae tasiradeo) 
Geurado gwaenchanhayo 
Geudaeman itdamyeon([Seohyun] itdamyeon) 
[Tiffany] eonjekkajina 
[Taeyeon] ooh ireon nar yongseohaejwoyo 
Geudaer saranghan nal


deeply in love with this song..
love it..
the song there already have the english subtitle..
hope you guys love it too ^_^







Saturday, March 31, 2012

护士的秘密心声





在我开始我的心声前,
我想介绍大家关于这星期我本人遇见的一个恐怖的病…
它叫做Stevens-Johnsons syndrome…
it's a skin disease that cause the 1st layer of our skin separate from the 2nd layer of skin..
the main causes of the disease is medications, infections and cancer..
but cancer is rarely founded..
the signs and symptoms are very common,
for example is fever, sore throat and weakness ( mentally/and physically )
it's a very scary disease!
it's like our body is been pour with hot boil water..
at first our skin will like got blisters(水泡) and burst..
this is an example picture,
my patient is more worse..
even we slightly touched her,
she will scream cause the pain..
pity girl..
her mother was crying everyday..
this disease mostly causes DEATH..
now she is in ICU,
lets us pray that she may pass through it..



介绍完毕,
对不起啊…
我华语不是很好,
希望大家明白哦…



我人生当中,
我真的没想过当护士的…
原因是我怕血,怕恶心的东西…
可是,
最讨厌看见别人痛苦…
那种看着别人痛苦,
而自己又什么也帮不上忙的感觉……
让我受不了!
就像昨天一样,
我其中的病人去世了,
在大家抢救他的过程当中…
我竟然站着那里看着他们,
什么也帮不上…
那种感觉自己没用的感觉,
我很不喜欢!



当个护士,
大家觉得我会是个乖巧,爱心满满又温柔吧?
其实我不是,
我不喜欢换又肮脏又臭的尿布!
还有很多很多…
可是当我想到他们无助时,
我也无奈的得帮他们…
帮他们的过程,
我想我大概有骂超千次吧?
很少很少我会很自愿的去做,
对不起…
我在家都很少做家务,
很少做这种得事…
但是,
每当我完成了我的工作,
要收拾走人时,
他们用着感激的眼神望着我说谢谢,
心情莫名其妙的好起来…
可能这就是老人每次告诉我,
做好事心情自然会好起来吧…



这星期,
我在ward D2实习…
有位老奶奶,
真的蛮老了…
84岁,
我头头对她真的很不耐烦,
一点点就一直叫人帮她弄pillow…
或者说她要跌到!
老天啊,
那个时候我真的被她打败了…
不知道第几次她叫我时,
我对她发脾气,
><"
用着很火气语气对她说话…
她感觉到了,
差点哭出来…
内疚感觉就来了,
突然想到,
如果有天我外婆也被像我这样的护士看着会怎样…
或者我老了,
也被这样对待会怎样?
难过吧?
haizzz,
我只好对老婆婆道歉啦…
还每天帮她按摩按摩补偿咯~
当她的家人在时,
她竟然说我是个好心的missy姐姐…
真的很对不起她噢…



除了这老婆婆,
我还有另一个老婆婆…
肠出了问题,
开刀…
医生给她毒品( morphine )来解痛,
不知道是不是因为那个毒品…
她有点high…
><"
哈哈,
弄得我们都哭笑不得!



对了,
我再说说那个stevensjohnson的病人吧…
听说她本来只是一点点水泡罢了,
住了2天后要出院了,
哪知道第3天…
她整身红红肿肿,
出水泡…
医生过后诊断她得了stevenjohnson,
她妈妈简直崩溃了…
然后一直说是人家下降在她女儿的身上,
还说我们护士要勾引她女儿的男人…
><"
老天,
这完了后又说要告我们导致她女儿这样…
搞到大家都好累…
我希望她明白,
我们都不想她女儿痛苦啊…
有谁会那么变态希望自己的病人受苦呢?


另外,
有位ah mo的病人在昨天30/03/2012,
大概6am去世了…
连最后的交代没给到,
我真的万万没想到他会走的,
明明只是脚出问题阿!
为什么?
虽然我之前也看过去世的病人,
可能不是自己照顾过的吧…
他们去世都没什么感觉,
可是这次是自己的病人走了,
还是走时什么也没交代,
什么前桃也没有…
心里真的很难过,
真的很不舒服…
这位病人教会我要珍惜眼前每个爱我的人,
提醒我记得谢谢爱我,疼我的人…
也不要小气的对我爱的人说我爱他们,
因为,
人是可是在很突然的走…
我,
突然对死很怕…
我很怕哪天我也突然的走了,
连说声再见也机会…
再也没机会和大家一起喝茶,说笑,
再也没机会见面…
死后的世界又是怎样的呢?
这位09号房的病人,
希望你R.I.P…



啊?
原来不知不觉写了这么多啊?
哈哈,
那么下次再就continue吧…
我也要去dating了…
就这样吧!










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