everything is a past..and i will learn to accept it, although is painful..

everything is a past le,

people keep told me about it..

but,

is just too fast..

not you guys think it that way?

haizz,

every night i was thinking..

what's the real problem between us..

no trust?

love?

or betray?

i really cant find out the answer..

nevermind le,

i keep re-read his message every time i'm free..

i try to feel the pain..

i want the pain,

so that i wont touch love again..

NEVER again..

because,

if a guy loves you,

he cant bear not seeing you or contact you for 2 days..

he did it..

why don't i?

all i had to do whenever i feel missing him or wanna contact him,

i read back the message..

tears may came out,

but i know to control le..

i'm getting strong everyday..

because i'm still me..

to tell the truth,

i still loves him..

although hate him,

in my heart i just don wan to let go..

because is painful!!

i loves him,

very very much..

but,

what's the use?

he doesn't understand,

he doesn't want me le..

all is meaningless le..

i still will cry at night,

but i will learn to be strong..

i'll smile to all my friends and people who cares about me..

thank you to YOU,

i learn to accept that loves is nothing..

i learn to be strong..

i learn a lot from YOU!!

thank you!!